I started applying for jobs, and Complex got back to me. I didn't get the job, but to be frank, I feel like I don't have a resume that would've stood out, so I'm not tripping. I want to create, generally speaking, and people won't know what you're capable of unless you show them that you've actually been putting in some work.

I want to try recipes I find sitting on the subway, do tattoos, redacted, play tennis, go biking/hiking, and most importantly, the confidence to do whatever else comes to mind. I'm tired of overthinking and procrastinating. Whether it's playing guitar, playing piano, writing, animating, or drawing, I have to be doing something. While not a vice in the traditional sense, overworking myself has put strains on any relationships I've tried to maintain.